i RARELY use this..but i thought i’d give it a shot. I really wanted a cat and got one from my girlfriend. I love this kitten. Mrs.Marbles-4months old. And for some reason. i just get really scared of it if that makes any sense. It’s a lot of work. For now because of it’s young age. I mean i have to slightly adjust to it and that it killing me. I get so nervous around it. When it’s not near me etc. But i really want this. I just get myself so worked up. I overthink things like(i’m not giving it enough attention, am i giving it too much attention?, if it’s crying is something really wrong?) the list goes on and on. Scared enough were i want nothing to do with it. i know it’s stupid. i want it badly. But because of my amazing girlfriend. Which i love so much. Is taking the time to not only taking the time to help the cat. but to calm me down as well. She really is so amazing. I can’t believe it. Everything i do, she is always right behind me. this kitten really scares me. honestly. But because of my girlfriend being who she is. She makes this just a little better <3 i love you bean

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As much as i hate to admit it, i’d love to run away from my problems. Leave everything. But sadly. There’s a voice in the back of my head, my “sanity” if you will letting me know that regardless where i run. My problems just follow. Like a drunk thrown out of one bar and stumbles to the next, the result will be the same. No matter where he goes. he’ll get thrown out. If running around from problems was so easy. This world would be in utter chaos. If you want to call them Repercussions, happenings, or your problems. It is a solid reminder of the world that we live in and defines the character of a person. In the face of your problems, what will you do? will you run or stand tall?. Everyone has different problems, but the one thing is certain is that no matter how shitty, how bad it is. Stand tall and face them. Running, or ignoring your inner demons only leads to hatred in the future. And sadly, you can never out run anything. It will surely catch up to you in the future. I’ve made this mistake more times then i can count. And i’m only a young college student. I wish that people didn’t do the same.